I just want to say here, that I love Melisa. I use this blog as a way to vent my frustrations and anger at some of the things that have gone on in our relationship, but that by no means means that she is a bad person. She is a very nice and beautiful person, but when I get upset, instead of call her up and yell at her I vent here, so that is why things I have written here may seem so negative. I generally don't worry about how the people who read this think of her, since neither of us know any of you. I do like getting the feedback though, it actually helps me calm down. I am glad that I started doing this, even if I am a little too mean with what i write.